Colorado View

This is the view from our first apartment in Colorado. Mountains and sunsets. It has been a long ten months. Leaving New York was harder than I ever imagined. I thought here I would find the peace I longed for. Instead my heart has been restless and sad and challenged. But I am growing. And I am changing. And that is what my life needed more than peace.

Gone girl

You gave up

Too many questions

within your soul

Too much sadness

for you to control

This life I cherish

This life I fight for

This beautiful crazy life.....

Was too much for you

Filled with sadness

you could not shake

Tears flow

Down my face

I saw darkness

In your eyes

But did not know

There was no time

Rest now my friend

Without your sorrow

You left us here

with no explanation

to borrow